Oh where’d you go? I missed you so! Seems like it’s been forever that you’ve beeen gone!!!
 
The last time that I’ve actually used emoticons in my blog was back in early 2005. So me using emoticons now is fairly special.
 
Making new friends is all good, but I still miss my old ones. The non-replaceable high school friends who you’ve played gay-chicken with, the ones who you argued with, the ones who did things to you that nobody else would. You know…those kind of friends.
 
To combat this I’ve been going around and calling all the white boys asian. I figure there’s a little bit of asian in all of us. One guy refused to accept the fact that there is asian inside him but I quickly shut him down by asking "Do you eat asian food?". Yup we’re all asian.
 
What is real? How do you define real?
 
I guess after spending 6 years with people it’s hard to just "let go" but then who said I was planning on "letting go"? I guess I’ll let go only if they let go, but that’s not too good putting the pressure on others. I guess few of them would actually read this blog. I’m guessing Francis as always will be reading this…not sure about the lurkers though. You can never be too sure. I guess I also have a new audience of readers. But then again they might be as bored as I am reading up something they don’t really care about.
 
It’s still hard to comprehend that nobody came to USYD.
 
Sometimes I have more USYD people online than my "Friends" list. I tend to have to have kept my "Pre-Uni" "Friends" group as it is and created a group "USYD" for all the people I’ve met at USYD. For some reason seeing the fact that there are actually more USYD people than Friends saddens me, (not to say that the people in USYD aren’t friends or anything) I can’t really describe it. It’s like Wow, I now know more people.
 
*sighz0r*
 
UNI is just going by so quickly…I just cannot stay up after 12 doing work. I NEED my sleep. If people with 33 credit points can manage then so can I. There are no excuses. Social life? What social life? My mum thinks that I have "too" much of a social life. It’s really ironic. Before the midsemester break my parents were complaining about how I shouldn’t go out so often. Then recently my dad is saying how I should go out and do other stuff than just sit in front of my computer. I would LOVE to go out. I would LOVE to just walk out the door and run over 2km to my girlfriends house and just throw pebbles at her window and then climbing up into her room. But I can’t.
 
I would LOVE to just hop on a UNSW bus and just hang with the old crowd. Perhaps do a workout in their gym, play daytona, or just play pool and be smashed to bits. But I can’t. There’s no time. There’s never enough time. I somehow need to find time.
 
I guess after watching Heroes there are only two powers that I can really use right now. I would like to fly away and manage to sit down somewhere high. Or just simply freeze time allowing me to get my things accomplished. I’m sure everybody would like that right?
 
If only I could…I would…
 
Everything has to end, you’ll soon find we’re out of time left to watch it all unwind
 
Kudos to you if you know the song.