LTYER
Last thing you'll ever read…again
Don’t get too excited John…
Dec 10th
He he he. I love random people commenting on my blog, generally it’s something interesting to read. But I find, interest on my blog is generally short lived. Sooner or later, I write something that does not satisfy people and they just go "Oh what a lame blog" and off they go. That’s the thing with writing, you can never satisfy everybody. I like to go for the I don’t-care-what-you-think-of-me attitude but that can have MANY complications as I’m pretty self-consciouse.
Anyways, enough about me.
Hold on, let’s talk some more about me.
Today, went to SEC. Pretty interesting. Interesting lesson for English. Writing is getting monotonous, I hate understanding how the English language works, past participals, subjects and what not. So confusing.
Did my English speech, went better than I expected. Though it wasn’t fancy like the others, using big words here and there, but I reckon I coped pretty well, considering it was like a 30 minute job. I managed to through a bit of Matrix into there as well. Did I mention I love Matrix?
After SEC, went to Galaxy. Played pool with Henry. Lost. Didn’t really care in-game but got extremely frustrated post-game trying to sink the rest of the 5 balls. Sally had the pleasure of watching the game…again.
Afterwards, played Daytona, I mostly likely would have came second if I didn’t enter the damn pit stop! Took me 39 seconds to complete one lap so I had to catch up. By the time I was catching up, it was the last lap. Ended up coming 5th.
So afterwards, we (the SEC people) questioned on what to do next. Long story short, I ended up leaving at 1. Didn’t exactly have the greatest of all goodbyes, it was one of those it-doesn’t-really-matter-if-I-was-there-or-not goodbyes and yeah, not very charming.
Went to McDonalds, bought a meal, rushed off to station with train arriving just as I reached the bottom of the escalators. Go me.
I got off at Rockdale, went to Rockdale Plaza and began shopping around. Long story short, I ended up buying a pair of handgrips and Eminem’s "Curtain Call" album. I probably will never take the disks out of the album and keep it somewhere safe away from the prying hands of my brother but somewhere where I can see. I don’t know where, cause I don’t have a cabinet or anything. I also saw this Eminem/50 Cent poster at BigW. Was so tempted to buy it but decided, I don’t really have a need for it as I would have no where to hang it. So I avoided impulse buying i.e. avoided buying things which I do not need. Some may say I do not need the album but I beg to differ. I feel I ought to buy one of Eminem’s album for once so I did. It probably will be his last so might as well.
So yeah, who says money can’t bring you happiness?! I’m happy at the moment, but it’s only short term. So in conclusion, money can bring short term happiness but there are some things money can’t buy (for everything else there’s mastercard 
). But yeah, too many people are corrupted by money. Mystified by it.
). But yeah, too many people are corrupted by money. Mystified by it.So yeah. I’m done for now. Rather short blog ain’t it not?
Never been afraid to say what’s on my mind at
Dec 9th
So…how y’all doing?
I have 5 sets of SEC homework to complete by the end of tonight. So I guess I’ll just write this for warm up. Rather lame of me, but meh, doesn’t really bother me.
Anyways, I actually filled out the SRC nomination form, got it signed and handed it in. Why did I do it? Causality.
Cause and effect. The one universal truth…well according to the Merovingian in the Matrix anyway.
<rant>
I dislike how people do things so that it benefits them one way or another or simply do it because EVERYBODY else is doing it. For example, peer support, everybody signed up and when you actually ask people why they signed up, they will go "Cause everybody else signed up" or "Because you get two days off". Though some may say it to provide a false sense of security to others. I guess that’s the reason I didn’t sign up, everybody else did so I felt that I shouldn’t have those two reasons to sign up to peer support.
Now SRC is a similar thing, people register so if they do make it, they can make a claim that they have "Leadership" qualifications just to enter Cadetship. I find that extremely pathetic especially when people write down things which what I like to deem "bs".
</rant>
Okay I’ll stop ranting now.
So anyways, the reason I signed up was simply due to the fact that others did also. I deserve to be slapped. I also did it so I can have a better opportunity for future "options". I deserve to be double slapped. Though I’m sure there’s something deep down, that tells me to sign up simply for the sake of signing up. Whatever, I probably won’t make it.
Well SEC time.
Self Control
Dec 5th
Okay. 1) No swearing 2) No Ranting 3) No bitching 4) Keep it short 5) Refer to 1, 2, 3 and 4
Is it human nature to protect oneself, at the expense of others?
Would you save a friend at the risk of losing your own life?
Would you kill a person you love in order to find a cure to cancer?
I’m feeling really, really weird. Mixed emotions. People find it funny. People find it lame. People find it interesting. People find it bitchy. Some people care, some people don’t. Some people understand, most people misunderstand.
Self conscious? Nope. Everybody else is just not self conscious enough. How cynical of me.
Edit 06 December
I just decided to add the other 4 points. I feel like trying something different 
Say what you say, however you want to say it
Dec 4th
I’ll try and keep this blog short. Today is officially one year since I’ve wrote my first entry. I’ve written 114 blogs and recieved 6220 hits to my blog. Which is about 17 hits a day, or 119 hits a week and 3.2 days for blog.
When I can be bothered later on, I will change the music on my blog to something more suitable.
*sigh* What a week it’s been.
What happened, happened, and could not have happened in any other way.
Dec 3rd
It’s been a long long day today. Long as in a good sense, not a bad, though I am exhausted just like yesterday if not more so.
So I guess this won’t be a rant, but rather a summary of the events, more perhaps its elaboreate. I dunno, my mind has stopped functioning.
Started the day off fresh, bro woke me up at like 7:30, I had slept for 10 hours but felt doing another 1 or 2 hours. Got up, had breakfast, organisted SEC stuff and then headed out. Everything was fine, got to the station and then was putting money into the machine just to have the thing jam. Put in 2.20 and got back 50 cents, had to ask the guy about it and then paid 70 cents at the ticket window for my ticket. Coincidence how yesterday I was only wondering what would actually happen if such things like the ticket machine or atms screwed up. It’s not simply losing money at the Vending Machine but this can have detrimental effects.
Got on the train and began sleeping. Opened one eye to see JaJa standing on the train. I was in a cbb mood so I just went on snoozing. In addition I’m sure that Steven (year 12, who does Software Design) was sitting behind me. So on I slept until Central station. I like snoozing on trains, but hate waking up.
Got off the train just to see JaJa staring at me as she moved up the escalators, that glaring stare that sends a chill up anybody’s spine.
Walked to SEC and then walked into the room. I was thinking in the elevator "What are the chances of Sally being the room?", shrugged it off and there she was…so I poked her.
SEC wasn’t too bad today, probably the most interesting lesson we’ve had all term, at least that’s what I though, Henry was bored, drawing random pictures on his English paper. At writing, the usual debacle that has started three or so weeks ago between Daniel and Henry continues. Funny how two different people can have different views over the same people.
I wasn’t sure if Richard’s thing was still on and was rather hesistant in calling/smsing him cause he might be in the cinemas watching HP4. But anyways, sent him SMS during class. After class, we were outside and I think somebody asked "What are we waiting for?" and I went hyperactively "I’m waiting for SMS from Richard!" and then my phone just beeps and I went "Oh". Hehe, and then we went to Galaxy. Didn’t think Sally was coming but all of a sudden she was walking with us. 3 guys and a girl, rather uneven distribution but nevertheless.
Walked to Galaxy and walked up the stairs. There were only one table and we grabbed it. So I guess it was between me and Henry or rather Henry and I. Flipped coin, not sure if Henry got the call but I ended up breaking, and man did I suck. I mishit twice, on the break…in a row. When I went for the third time it was still a shocking break. It wasn’t like I was under any pressure or anything. Meh, when it happens, it happens.
Anyways, pretty good game, no jump balls, or I dunno, I don’t know any billiard lingo. But yeah, I ended up winning properly, no winning by default this time. I reckon Sally was bored watching not sure about Haily. Watching others play anything is all pretty similar. You enjoy watching when it gets exciting, when it’s a close game etc, but when not many people are getting great shots in, it doesn’t become all that charming.
Anyways, after our game, we ended up having another game…doubles, with Henry/Haily with Sally/Me. I didn’t think the game went all that well for me anyways, Sally sunk 3 balls and we ended up losing with Sally I think sinking the 8 ball. We played on and ended up, up by 4 balls. I didn’t sink any balls. 
It didn’t really matter, in the end I tried setting up the balls and still missed. Tried to do a trick shot by placing a ball next to the right centre hole so you can exactly get it in if you hit it straight. Tried to rebound it and it sorta worked except not enough power so it merely tapped the ball. I tried again twice and failed miserably. It’s not me to give up that easily but still too many people around and didn’t like making a fool out of myself.
Funny thing happened, I tried rolling the cue ball into the hole, rolled it too hard and sorta gave it a bounce as well, hits the edge, jumps up and then lands directly into the hole of another table where a bunch of Year 10′s from High were playing. I never tend to "like" any of the people at galaxy, they always seem tryhardishish. Perhaps its just me.
So we went to the station and then we said our goodbyes, Henry wanted to come to Richard’s little get together so we did. Richard called me twice in the tunnel so the conversations weren’t that long. It was a long ride, train got delayed at Sydneham for 5 minutes or so, we ended up arriving at Hurstville at about 1:25. A 35 minute train ride.
The rest was all smooth from then on. Also saw Jaja, think she caught the same train as us. *sigh* I’m like waving and smiling and saying hi like a giddy schoolnoy and yeah. Daniel in Writing was like "you smiled *points to Henry* and he smiled *points to me* oh but then he’s always smiling". That just proves my point of me being happy
But then again, most can beg to differ after reading one or two of my blogs, but generally, I like being hyperactive. When I’m hypo I don’t care what people thinks or what I do, but then again same thing happens when I’m depressed. *shrugs* Being happy is good.
Taking a long time to write this blog. Playing poker at same time. Or was playing, I got knocked out
Kev just got knocked out, came 4th.
So anyways, I’ve said that alot huh? I always say it after I come back to writing this blog after doing something else, I’m never actually writing my blog straight, constantly getting distracted by one thing or another. We caught up with Richard etc, walked to KFC and then Jase, Henry and I walked to Richards house. Got there, had lunch, played pool and then poker. Followed by basketball. Man I felt so unfit, I haven’t exercised for so long and hardly played any sport. I kept on overshooting my balls. Felt like a complete newb.
During poker my phone rang. Thought it was my parents or something asking me when I was coming home. When it did ring, the complete table went quiet, but it was rather anticlimactic considering it stopped ringing with Jason quickly asking "Was that a prank?" with Richard asking in his tone "I wonder who that was". It was followed by another comment or two and then went back to poker.
After basketball, walked back to the station, gave call to Dad and just as we got there saw car coming, right on time
Got home, all tired, said hi to the guests and then went on the comp, decided to change into more comfortable clothing and then got onto my account.
I took on Henry (friends brother) on in basketball. He’s in year 7 and I guess I underestimated him. He goes to Tech and though he was better than me at basketball. I can’t really say he’s better but he’s definately better than me back when I was in year 7. I strained my neck. How the hell do you strain your neck whilst playing basketball? and why didn’t it happen earlier?! So anyways, I felt pretty crap. I began typing two paragraphs to this blog and realised Henry was watching, not that he was reading, but simply staring into the screen. Got out War of the Worlds and we began watching that. I was like tired so I ended up lying on the couch during the few minutes before guests left. Which was at about 9? Who knows.
So I guess I should end here with my blog, take two pills as I always feel sick when I overwork (work as in
"fun") myself, especially after the day after exams have all finished and then go to sleep.
"fun") myself, especially after the day after exams have all finished and then go to sleep.
I’ll take Sally’s advice. Think she was a bit traumatised after reading my blog. I’ll impose a antiswearing filter in my brain and yeah, who knows when I will override it. I might as well mention Alan here as well, as he and the rest of the group can gossip and speculate from here on. Hi Alan, Steven loves you.
So, swearing is bad, don’t swear, if you swear you go to hell and you die. Technically you die and then go to hell but meh.
Remember, what happened, happened and could not have happened in any other way.
Later’s all.
If it rains, let it rain, the wetter the better
Dec 2nd
I’m free now…for now anyways. I can’t believe it. I’m actually typing out my blog in the library. It seems so stupid. But anyways, I’m free until the next assessment task. Just did my speech, it felt better than last time, didn’t screw up except for the two second stump. It was fine.
The only problem now is that I don’t have anything to do until 3 oclock. I feel like going to Galaxy and play pool but nobody else feels like it. Anybody up for it? I can go anywhere right now. I’ve got Gu’s afterwards and I haven’t done my homework. *sigh* This is going to be the last week of Gu’s this term.
I want pool! I don’t know why!
I’m listening to Renegade right now on my mp3 player.
So picture this, guy in a chair with his blazer on his lap, watch next to the keyboard, typing furiously on the keyboard in front of a computer with earphones plugged in, in the library, writing a blog.
I downloaded the most hilarious song yesterday, it was called Fack. It’s on Eminem’s latest album and it’s absolutely hilarious. Though I’m 100% certain that perhaps only people like Chaitu, Kelvin and I will actually find it funny. Others will be more like "WTF" or "That’s fucked" or what not.
I feel like trotting to Sanity and look up whether they have the limited edition Fort Minor Album, probably buy that. I also heard on the radio that they were talking about Eminem’s Album being released today, on the official site it said it was giong to be released on the 6th but 5th in Australia. A leaked version is already on the net, which I’ve already downloaded. I figured, I’m going to buy it anyways, might as well check it out today. It’s okay only like four five singles weren’t included.
Well, Sally has her assessments today, and I just finished mine. I know she’ll have fun, much fun. Oh feel free to add awong3@gmail.com , at least that’s what I think Alan’s email is. He has been extremely enthused to get your email. I guess he’s skills aren’t hacks enough.
Well, this blog is becoming better than yesterday’s blog which I wrote.
I was smirking to myself later on.
People who don’t know me well and is reading my blog would I’m sure get quiet a big surprise. I guess I have two personas then, one online, and one in real life.
Anyways, I probably head on to Sanity now or something, the one near fox, it’s like a 5 minute walk. Anybody want to join me?
Edit:
I’m all alone now. Everybody else have extenion english test and I’m here by myself updating my blog. Rather sad of me. Anyways, I went to Sanity. Fort Minor’s Album was 28 bucks 2 disks and Eminem’s Curtain Call was 27 for two disks. I was planning to buy em but decided to shop around first at places such as Big W etc.
I better find something to do.
Spend some time
Dec 1st
Some people talk about their day, some people provide useful information, some people just use their blog as a place to store photos. I bitch.
I am proud to say that I don’t bitch in real life, but on the net, I can write shit out which I wouldn’t normally say and that’s the best thing about it. The ability to express oneself without worrying about the shits of other people.
Though that’s also the issue and I hate myself for it, nobody wants to hear me bitch, nobody wants to hear my opinion on shit that nobody has concerns for. I guess I should put up a warning huh? "This blog contains bitching and opinions (i.e. you wouldn’t want to read about it)"
So why the fuck am I blogging at this time of day? I’m just utterly frustrated…again.
I was controlling myself not to go on MSN and controlled myself to blog only after the assessments. I mean, it’s been fine all week until today. Ever got the desire to just turn around and scream "SHUT THE MOTHERFUCK UP!" to the person? Well, it was close enough but I just roamed around inside my own mind.
I had my Maths Ext 1 Exam today and I was feeling pretty good about it…until I exited the hall just to hear people fucking discussing the paper talking about what they got right/wrong. It’s only natural to do it I guess, so I try not to myself. It’s another one of those things which simply piss me off.
I mean fine, fair’s fair, disucss all you like but you don’t have to go "Oh my god, that mean’s I lost half a mark already!" or "Oh no! I won’t get 95% anymore!" Fucking cunts. Then they go around going to people "Well, you didn’t do that bad" when they were the one’s complaining over one fucking mistake.
I might be exaggerating a bit, though it has happened, not all at once, but it has occured.
Let’s aim for a word count of let’s say 2k for this blog? Then those who can actually be fucked, can feel free to read this shit.
Man, I was so tempted to blog last Friday, the most whacked shit happened. Though I won’t go into much detail. The conversation may not have been exact but it’s somewhere along these lines.
Dee: Do you swear often?
Me: Um…I try not to.
Dee: So you do swear?
Me: Yes. Don’t you?
Dee: Well…yeah.
Me: When do you swear?
Dee: I don’t know, like when you step on a nail, you swear.
Me: Well, give me an example, swear.
Dee: I don’t know.
Me: Swearing is bad for you…I dunno, I tend to swear more around certain people, and then there are others who I just don’t swear.
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Well anyways, that was a bit dodgy, but still I was just reminded of that convo, cause I’ve been swearing like a bitch in this blog. Don’t think any less of me because of it.
Though it’s true isn’t it. Oh I don’t know, let’s say um…I’m at tutoring for example, I will be more tempted to swear, due to the high level of swearing that occurs in tutoring. But generally, I don’t swear around girls, well I try not to, though sometimes you just can’t help but utter a profanity.
Swearing is bad.
I’m sure those who smoke know, the consequences of smoking but they still do it. Same thing with me I guess, I know that swearing is bad, but I do so anyways. I guess like smokers, it makes me feel better.
I was walking home today and I was thinking what would be worse? Killing someone who wants to live, or keeping alive somone who wants to die? I don’t know but I just felt like throwing this in.
But fuck me. I hate myself, like every single fucking time when I’m pretty sure something will occur it doesn’t. Every single fucking time. When I wanted a computer, didn’t get one, by the time when I just didn’t care about a new computer, Dad was like "Let’s get a new computer" and did it on the day. Parents were talking about getting a plasma like last year about getting one after we had moved. I was pretty excited about it, but then didn’t get one. Now when I didn’t give a crap, they got one. Now it’s the pool table, first they were like "Let’s get a table tennis table" I said no as we wouldn’t be using it and suggested a pool table. THey went all the way to Engadine yesterday to look up a pooltable, paid the deposit but got it back as they thought the one at Paul’s Warehouse better. Now that has to be an indication of committing to buy a pooltable. I was pretty happy with that but then just then they were like "There isn’t enough room" blah blah "The ball might hit the window or the compuiter".
Jesus fucking christ. Shit man, materialism.I have everything yet I have nothing. I have the things which cannot be bought yet I cry over the things that can.I’m such a prick. Though that’s how things are isn’t it? The grass is always greener.
When I think of inviting people over, I always ask myself "But what’s there to do?"
It doesn’t really matter anyways. I haven’t gained anything or lost anything.
To top things off, I’ve got my English speech tomorrow and I’m in no mood to make it better or to rehearse it. Fucking people these days, what the fuck can I do tomorrow? Fuck, first period, first person on a Friday morning. Plus tutoring in the afternoon. Now what the fuck can I do in that 6 hour and 30 minute window?
Is this blog any interest to you?
You know what fuck it.
Feel free to visit it. I’ve been getting hits from JaJa’s blog all week, always some retard clicking on the fucking link. Well so here I am.
It’s just the mood I’m in right now. I can’t be fucked with anything, and I’ll probably regret doing what I just did some time later on and end up removing the link before anybody notices.
I’ll probably go to Galaxy World after Scholani on Saturday and take Michael in pool. I feel like whopping someone’s ass in something…anything. I just hate getting beaten all the time.
All this anger and frustration, jesus. Might as well apologise. I’m sorry.
Man screw this, this entry is like 1.1k. I can’t be bothered writing anymore. I’m going to take a nap.
*sigh*
Life goes on, no?
Read me like a book
Nov 17th
Is my blog emo? I mean, I have the Eminem pic in my profile, the black animated banner that contains a profanity, and not to mention the ‘sad’ blog entries.
Though in contrast with that, I don’t have a black theme and my photo album is generally happy.
So anyways, I got manipulated by my mother again. She reads me like a book I swear.
Mum: Any news?
Me: No
Mum: Have you got your maths results yet?
Me: No
*repeats same question in various ways with same response*
Mum: You haven’t got it or have you just got a bad result?
Me: *feeling extremely extremely guilty*…bad result
*continues on how bad it was etc*
Mum: Have you got the report?
Me: *feels even more guilty* Yes.
Mum: Let me see it
Me: No
*insert convo here*
Mum: You already told me that it was bad, so it wouldn’t matter showing me your result, unless it’s even worse.
Me: *thinks how do women manipulate people like that?!* Fine…
*gets report*
I’m not going into any more detail.
There’s a certain level of shame mixed with guilt in all of this. It’s the first time I’ve become so ashamed of my report that I wasn’t planning on showing them. I am extremely bad at lying as most will find.
I mean, it was scary. I’m the exact opposite of my mother. She was a straight A student, class leader every year, became captain of her schools (these are for both Primary and Highschool) and then received a degree in Chinese Literature or something along the lines of Chinese Literature.
…and then you have me. Was I dux of the school in primary? No. Though I was Captain, that captainship was absolutely pathetic (as much as I HATE to admit it). Now in High School, have I came first in anything? No. Was I in the SRC? No. Did I participate in any leadership related activities? No.
It’s extremely ironic. 2 Years ago I was saying to myself "if only my English Grade was as good as my Maths". Now it’s the other way round. How did that happen? I have on idea, plus my English Grade wasn’t that great. My year 10 Half Yearly report my best report in the junior years. I was pretty happy with it until came somebody who had pretty much the same grades as me with them going "This is my worst report ever". That’s a great hit to the gut. I just don’t understand, there is no such thing as trying hard anymore. There is no such thing as trying your best anymore. In the end you realise that you didn’t give it 100%, you didn’t give it your best and there will always be someone that does better.
I mean I don’t think anybody can feel EMPATHETIC for me right now.
Software design is sort of killing me mentally. For me, it’s one of those things I enjoy doing, and cannot stand people doing better. I get jealous, angry, frustrated and it just goes to my head.
Okay I do not like accepting the fact that another method is "superior" to my method. It’s EXTREMELY arrogant of people to say so. Their method is far from the best as is mine. Though I like working with best of what I have. Jesus, I just cannot hack my previous mark for my program. But in all, I can see all the flaws, the simplicity of the code, the blandness…
Why are people so arrogant? They like to show off and thus get recognised for the simplest of things. Though I guess that’s how you stand out, by showing off skills that you believe others do not have is ignorant and are merely making assumptions based on their own ego. *sings* Anything you can do I can do better. I can do anything better than you. */sings*
I make too many excuses for myself. Why is he doing so well in maths? Oh simple, he goes to tutoring. But don’t you go to tutoring as well? Yeah but I went to a crap tutoring college.
I guess the most infuriating moment in my life in terms of exams was the Year 9 commerce half yearly. I studied for hours, certain that I would top the class to find myself, as usual, dissapointed with the result. I’m literally sick of seeing others succeed…constantly, time after time. Well, do something about it John. I came 4th in Software Design. Though that sounds like a good number, it isn’t, out of 24 it is far from glorious. I didn’t come 1st or second or third. I came 4th, that’s not even a podium finish. Worked slavishly, programming for 20 hours over the friday night and weekend only to find myself beaten by some guy who did it the night before. I came fourth beaten, by people who had 2-3 more weeks to finish. There I go again, making excuses. It’s extremely frustrating hearing Dam say "Those who get marked first my have their marks altered in terms of what others received."
Clock is going to draw the name for program marking tomorrow. All’s fair in love and war, no?
The irony in everything…
Them: "Hey John where did you get the code?"
Me: "What do you mean?"
Them: "What site did you rip it off?"
Me: *indignant*
Me: "Where did you get your code?"
Them: "Made it myself"
Me: "Yeah but how did you know how to do it?"
Them: "I just did"
Me: "Yeah but you must have learnt it from somewhere…"
Them: "I looked it up"
Me: *indignant*
So all of a sudden "looking it up" was different to "ripping it from a site" as they so kindly put it.
People tend to undermine others, "My method is better…your method is inefficient, bloated, difficult etc" or to simply put it…crap.
Here’s some coding I’m sure everybody can understand:
IF "you’re a egotistical, arrogant prick" THEN
msgbox "Go To Hell"
ELSE
msgbox "Keep to yourself and leave othes alone"
END IF
This will probably be my last blog for now. I’m sorry if I was too deep, agnry, lame, sad, arrogant, ignorant, pathetic, egotistical and any other fancy words you can think of.
Peace Up. J-Town down. I’m out.
I’ve got something better to do…so don’t bother asking.
Nov 16th
No sport today…reason why? It was raining. So I got home at about 1.15 and then made myself something to eat.
I got out Last Samurai and began watching it from Chapter 13 onwards. It was a good movie, would have been better if it had actually followed History and I’m highly sure it didn’t.
The second last scene was so out there you know. The e word. It’s just so sad to see Japan right now, modernised, no "honour". Same thing I guess goes for China and the rest of the Asian nations. It would be nice if they had kept some of their traditional living styles.
My favourite line in that movie was when Katsumoto asks "You believe a man can change his destiny?" and Algren replies "I think a man does what he can, until his destiny is revealed to him". How screenwriters come up with these lines I have no idea.
Surprisingly I haven’t been annoyed that much these days by people.
Oh the reason, I’m writing this blog is that I’m staying off MSN until the Assessment Tasks are all over. I’m scared.
I have the autostartup turned off for MSN and also deleted the shortcut. I’m so sad that I made my blog my homepage as it will be my only source of connection to the rest of the world.
Does anybody remember the 75 things blog that I made back in April this year how it was like bold the statements that are true? I guess I should made a revised edition. I was only reminded of that since I happened to see couple other people with it. *sigh* Many would argue that its lame and I agree. I’ve italicised my own comments next to each statement.
001. I miss somebody right now. (Jesus what was I thinking before? Who’s there to miss?)
002. I watch more tv than I used to. (I like my big screen tv, that still doesn’t urge me to watch the trash on TV though)
003. I love olives. (Now that’s random)
004. I love sleeping. (Who doesn’t?)
005. I own lots of books. (I own alot of software…does that count?)
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses. (No thanks)
007. I love to play video games (Doesn’t mean I do)
008. I’ve tried marijuana (Sounds like fun)
009. I’ve watched porn movies. (Name one guy who hasn’t, that does not count guys who are blind!)
010. I have been in a threesome. (Somebody owes me one…not naming who)
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (Now who on else would want to admit that?!)
012. I believe honesty is the best policy. (So honestly, you think this is lame right?)
013. I eat meat (I also eat vegetables)
014. I like and respect micheal jackson. (I like an respect Eminem)
015. I curse frequently. (Yeah, I’m looking into that)
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. (sure have…)
017. I have a hobby. (I like matrix)
018. I’ve been told I have a nice butt. ("Hey John you have a nice butt!" "Oh really?…gee thanks alot!")
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (Knife as in a form of protection right? Sure I carry protection)
020. I’ve never broken anyone else’s bones. (THat doesn’t mean I don’t want to)
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (I’ll tell you as soon as I think of one okay?)
023. I love rain. (It’s raining men…)
024. I’m paranoid at times. (Don’t you dare fucking static shock me)
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (Nothing’s that easy especially phonies)
026. I need money right now. (Nope)
027. I love sushi. (I love bukkake even more)
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes. (I rap really, really fast sometimes)
029. I have fresh breath when i wake up. (I can’t tell)
030. I have semi-long hair. (Not a hippy)
031. I have lost money at a casino. (Wonder how that feels…I call your all in)
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister. (sweet, cute, adorable, little brother James)
033. I was born in a country outside Australia (I know where I’m from…do you?)
034. I shave my legs. (I hate hair!)
035. I have a twin. (Ha! Two Johns?!)
037. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. (Not knowing makes it more exciting)
038. I like the way I look (I love the way I look with my fashionable clothes and hip designer shoes and let’s forget the bling)
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months (Honesty is the best policy remember?)
040. I know how to do cornrows. (Who does know? Care to do me?)
041. I am usually pessimistic. (I like to think I’m not)
042. I have mood swings. (Must be that time of month again)
043. I think prostitution should be legalized. (There is not such thing as a clean whore)
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty/hot. (I think alot of people are pretty/hot…what difference does it make?)
045. I have cheated on a significant other. (If there was a significant other to cheat on)
046. I have a hidden talent (What’s the point of having one if nobody knows?)
047. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (*eats an apple*
048. I think that I’m popular. (I’m not Steven…sorry)
049. I am currently single. (Sure am…*winks*)
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex (Not on the mouth though)
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. (WTF?!)
053. I love to shop. (Shop for what)
054. I would rather shop than eat. (Eating is first priority)
055. I would classify myself as ghetto. (In da hood homie)
056. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders. (What the?)
057. I’m obsessed with my blog! (Sure am)
058. I don’t hate anyone. (I’m sure there’s always some retard to hate)
059. I’m a pretty good dancer (Care to dance?)
060. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington (Who’s Desiree Washington?)
061. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. (My muim’s cool)
062. I have a mobile phone. (Who doesn’t?)
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis. (If I had MTV)
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (Don’t think I have)
067. I have been in a real relationship before. (Is that a joke?)
068. I’ve rejected someone before. (I would guess that fits in with the context of dating so no…not yet)
069. I currently have a crush on someone. (So what are my choices?)
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (AI anybody?)
071. I want to have children in the future. (…in the future)
072. I have changed a diaper before. (experience is always good)
073. I’ve had the cops called on me before. (FFS, I’m NOT a terrorist!)
074. I bite my nails. (Nope)
075. I’m not allergic to anything deadly (Hopefully not)
Holy crap that took long to do. Anyways, I’m gonna change, take a short nap and then have dinner, followed by a shower and finally work! Laters all.
Well…just random stuff to fill you in…
Nov 14th
I wasn’t thinking about blogging but might as well write something positive for a change instead of all the negativity.
Okay firstly, another random encounter I’ve had. Hehe anyways, I was walking to the station early in the morning and as I was approaching the stairs to Kogarah Station…Diana suddenly just jumps out from nowhere next to me…literally. She literally jumped out of nowhere. I was like "whoa…what the?!"
Anyways my train was coming so we exchanged couple of lines before I had to run for my train (for once).
Anyways, ladiddadida happened at school. Pretty much had 4 free periods, considering we had no teacher for double maths and also I had double Software Design.
Okay so the day ended, and I was walking down the stairs home. Just before I ran to catch the train, Diana was like "What time would you be here" and I replied 4 so I was sorta on the look out. So I was walking down, to see her standing next to the station looking extremely bored. Blah blah blah, said that she was just gonna wait there until 5:30 for her friend to finish her work experience, so I just went "You feel like going to my place then?" blah blah blah and then off we went.
Got home only to find that the newly purchased Plasma TV was in our living room waiting to be mounted onto the thing-you-put-TVs-on. It was HUGE! Though I’m probably not going to benefit much from it considering I hardly watch any television, my bro would probably benefit the most. So w00t for me, got a large TV, it doubled the size of my previous tv.
So anyways, Diana and I played like hards, she messed around with my bro, did a "brothership-bound" thingo with him and planning to do one with me despite the fact that she is not a guy thus not eligible to be a brother. Anyways, didn’t do much at all, not like there is alot to do so she left at about 5 to go wait for her friend.
This is all for now, got strike tomorrow, so I guess that is partially good.
Better be off to do some work…need to concentrate on everything.
edit:
I nearly forgot.
Diana: Your brother is so cute!
Me: That’s what they all say.
Diana: Fine he’s ugly, how many people has said that?!
Me: *doesn’t say anything*
*pause*
Me: James, do you think she is ugly?
James: *Looks away in embarrassment*
Diana: *indignant look* *says something which I can’t accurately write out*
Me: *chucks punching bag at her lightly* *turns to James* James is she pretty?
James: *Looks away in embarassement* *softly in muffled voice* I think so
Diana: *indignant* What?! How can you say that?! We formed a brothership together!
Me: *lost* Do you know what he said?
Diana: I think not…?
Me: He said…I think so…
Diana: *does an extremely happy thing that she does*
Edit No.2 – 15 November 12:05:13 PM
I’ve decided to change the song on my blog…once again to "The Way I am" – Eminem for many reasons.
1. It’s a song that’s deep
2. It pisses people off for those who hate Eminem
3. It rids the people who hate Eminem on my blog
4. I like Eminem
