I just realised i haven’t talked much about me just the things i hate, like, obsessed about etc.

Heres some info

Name: John
Sex: Male
Age: 16 (turning 17 on october 1st Chinese Day!)
Nationality: Chinese (asian pride – notice how i didn’t use azn)
Hair colour: (black duh!)
Height: 174 (hope i grow taller)
Weight: 58 (yes i know)
Favourite Food: pizza (it can be both healthy and junkie :D )
Favourite Movie: The Matrix Trilogy
Favourite Song: In the End or Breaking the habit (i can’t choose!)
Favourite Artist/Group: Linkin Park and Eminem

Heres the boring stuff if u can actually be bothered to read.

Some people like me, some people hate me, its as easy as that. You can make ur impressions of me through that statement. I won’t be telling u what type of person i am cause then you’ll just won’t believe me so i’ll just lay it out to you as best i can.

I hate rascists, so if you have a problem with me being asian and taking part in dominating australia live with it! You don’t belong here either unless of course you;re aboriginal then you’re exempt. Primary school sucked cause they were all these lebs who thought they were cool by bagging me out for being chinese. Yes i know i sound pathetic but i guess you are too for reading this. Highschool is alot better cause my school is generally all asian why cause we own! But nevertheless i still miss my primary school. Oh i was also School Captain for my school. Its funny how i was school captain in primary school and now i’m nothing.

I like talking to people especially people i’ve never talked to before. This is face to face of course, not the artificiality of the net. I don’t talk that much on msn it gets really boring. Whilst talking face to face the other person is also trying to think up a conversation whilst on the net one person may be trying to start a conversation whilst the other maybe playing some crappy game or talking to someone more important.

I don’t hate my life, i don’t want to be anybody else. I like me for being me. However i do tend reminisce my past thinking about stuff that i should of done that can benefit me right now. The biggest regret of my life was probably when i was 3. Yes i know, but this is probably the earliest memory of my childhood. This family friend told my mum to send me to learn kung fu since i liked kung fun movies so much. But my grandma who is absolutely overprotective said that she didn’t want me coming home crying due to the pain. Come on! I was three! Kids that age have the best flexibility! I would know i was able to make my bro do the splits when he was like 3. So anyways she told me how it will take alot of effort and PAIN and SUFFERING to learn kung fu. So in the end i chickened out. I only wish that my mum sent me anyway but i guess she didn’t really care. I just thought that i would have some sort of self defence instead of not knowing what to do. Thats probably why i enjoy the matrix so much…

I’m scared of the HSC. I just wonder what will happen if i get a crappy UAI. I also feel the same way about girlfriends. I wouldn’t mind having one but i’m not desperate in need of one. I might get one after the HSC for 4 main reasons:
1. I don’t want to screw up the HSC
2. I don’t want my parents blaming me because of her if i fail the HSC
3. I don’t want to blame her if i fail the HSC
4. I don’t want her to blame me for failing her HSC

SO its pretty much the blame game but for all i know everything might turn out okay but i don’t like taking uneccesary risks although i tend to take them. Damn i hope i get a decent uai in order to get into a good course and get a good job. Yes i’m being a typical asian but hey at least i don’t want to be a doctor or lawyer :P

I hate lying. Yes i know what your thinking. But i truly do. I can’t lie. If its a white lie i can handle but big lies i can’t. I’m not gonna list all the stuff i’ve been through because i didn’t lie but u can prob get the picture. I like people to be more truthful but we all have to face the facts, if everybody began telling the truth the world will fall apart.

I tend to think up random situations that might happen to me so therefore they never happen. Thats why when something expected comes up i have no way of responding. Thats the reason why i think about these situations in order to deal with them the best i can. Guess it never works and in some way i don’t want them to although i find it interesting if they did. I know you probably do it to thinking up situations.

I think this is enough for today :)