Last thing you'll ever read…again
Archive for October, 2006
Click me SD
Oct 31st
Can’t sleep
Oct 30th
Making God Cry
Oct 28th
Ego boost
Oct 22nd
An unexpected conversation with a current or potential romantic partner could end with both of you revealing a lot of your deepest feelings, dear Libra. This discussion may only indirectly concern the status of your relationship, but you will learn a lot about each other that might cause you to consider seriously whether or not you want to continue with the relationship. All signs imply, however, that the relationship might change slightly, but it will continue.
Memories…
Oct 20th
Gah…bad feeling.
Oct 19th
Our…
Oct 16th
Crushed
Oct 16th
I hate English.
You know it’s true. We tend to hate the subjects we’re crap at. But I just feel so utterly defeated.
I’m at school right now…in the library…the only other person here is Eddie who’s probably doing some sort of work whilst I’m here typing up this pathetic blog cause I’m feeling rather emo.
I spent at least 4 days correcting/editing/fixing up my four essays for English believing them to be better. I’ve handed them in to Walles she’s taken a look and my worst fears were correct. It was an utter piece of shit. I just don’t understand. I read my previous essays, I tell myself that they were a piece of crap and attempt to fix it up only to be told that they were worse than my previous essays.
I guess the only thing I can trully write are blogs
And I will personally KILL whoever bitches down my blog. Bitch about my essays but don’t bitch about my blog. My blog is PERFECT.
God I’m just going to catch a schoolbus home, lie on my bed and hope to powernap my fucking English problems away. Have dinner and try and work on the fucking essays. FUCK!
Fucking English. I am so glad that there won’t be any further English lessons. There goes my hopes of attaining a Band 6 or perhaps a high band 5. Jebus. Gah!!! Motherfucker. I have to get a band 6 in SDD otherwise its fucking…gah!!!
I have like 1 hour left here at school, don’t know what to do. Why is English so hard lord?
Feel so lost in terms of stuff. You never know when my mind changes or how often it changes. Jesus, it’s really rare that I have a definitive aim. Only time can tell. I’ll finish this blog when 6th period rings.
I wanna run away, never say goodbye, I wanna know the truth, instead of pondering why, I wanna know the answers, no more lies, I wanna shut the door and open up my mind.
Something has been taken from deep inside of me, a secret that I’ve kept locked away no one can ever see…If i can change I would, take back the pain I would, trace every wrong move I would…take all the pain to the grave.
I don’t know whats worth fighting for, or why i have to scream, I don’t know why I instigate and say what I don’t mean, I don’t know how I got this way, I’ll never be alright. So I’m breaking the habit, I’m breaking the habit…tonight.
Note: I realise the above may be wrong. STFU
Okay 6th period is up.
Bye.
Not enough study…too much sleep.
Oct 13th
Spend some time
Oct 12th